Showing posts with label heroine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heroine. Show all posts

Friday, February 13, 2009

for what you're not.



i mouth these words on the train, from my heart traveling to my brains to my lips. lifting them from my guts to my eyes, closing, falling to my toes out the points that hold my shoes together.
i'll keep it with mine.

my favorite parts are the string arrangements. the low parts, thats the cello. maybe bass with bow. the high part is a viola. i can just tell. its very intricate. and then there is her voice, which is gravel. and the way she says the words "odd" and "help"...thats the part i truely love. makes my eyes tighten and slowly open. its like the medical scene of a gore movie. yow. those things make my wrists curdle like im about to pour bloody spouts. its not one of those sad songs that i roll my eyes to the top of my skull for. not so into those. nope. not at all.
i like this song.
i think youre a very nice song.

everybody will help you discover what you set out to find.



from the train, i walk the stairs. each step falling carrying my body. moving my limbs i challenge myself to not hold a rail, to trust trust trust.
i move through particles.
i feel pretty good.